04 Aug I Stopped Selling My Body.
I still felt very hollow in my heart with all that I had to enjoy. Sometimes I felt like I was just a pleasure toy, available to be used by anyone who could pay, with “no one” who really wanted me for keeps. That was never a good feeling for me, when no one was there I would almost cry my heart out searching for true meaning, but with no clue how or where to find it.
One day I saw two very good looking men walk through the city gates. I could tell they were strangers by the way they dressed and how they looked about them, I didn’t pay them any serious mind because they didn’t look like the kind of people I liked to deal with.
I had had a strange dream last night, a very strange dream about all that was happening, so I hid them and lied that they had left.
They had come to destroy my city and take over it, oh no! My dream was coming true right now! And I knew they could do it with their God, I have heard of Him!
How He dried up the water of the Red sea for them to come out of Egypt, and what they did to the two kings of the Amorites, how they completely destroyed them. Their God is indeed the God of Heaven and earth, there is none like Him. I had wanted to know this God but didn’t know how and right then I had the opportunity, people who could lead me to Him were with me.I had to seize the moment! Click To Tweet
Something more, I met their God, the most wonderful person ever! After I knew His love, how could I go back to prostitution?! I got to know my worth, I got to know I was loved, not because I gave my body for pleasure, but because He chose to love me. A very liberating kind of love! I read His wonderful love letter to me, no man has ever written to me, more so with such pure and compelling words.
Please believe me when I tell you that you too can know this love, you too can know your worth, do not let men or women place a worth on you they could never tell you your true worth, but this God I met, He can, it was Him who created you, He can tell you, so you can value yourself for what you are truly worth.
- Do you know your worth?
- Have you met This God?
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Update from 2012